HAVE I BECOME MATURED? OR AM I STILL THE SAME

HAVE I BECOME MATURED? OR AM I STILL THE SAME???

Well I have always been wanting to settle down. Thought I have found one suitable for me initially. But I have too many people from my past relationship wanting to come back and patch back with me. I have found one. And I should say I should give up my previous relationship and move on.

I was thinking is it rash to just GIVE UP! But I have already made up my mind and I really hope that someone can really give me a happy life. I have always think when WILL I GET MARRIED? When will I HAVE KIDS? Which school my kid to go to? When we can have FAMILY DAY? When can I be my own boss to open my OWN CHEESECAKE SHOP? All these have been going through in my mind. Sigh!